Thanksgiving?

Yeah, so I didn't really have a Thanksgiving this year. What did I do you ask? Well, I got home from work on Wednesday and dogged Nate dog out on the gym because I was too tired....I was at home by myself feeling all shitty, so I called Troy to see what the family was up to.....Troy said he was at a party in Yoakum......I pulled the wild card and drove down to Yoakum and went to one of Troy's Yoakum party....I ended up spending the night up there. I had a good time. I drove back to Austin the next day and ate 4 tylonol pm's and went to sleep at about 9:00pm .....I rose at 3:30am for work and just got off here at 6:00pm. I really need a couple days off. R.B. if you're reading this....tomorrow we party like Kings. Fucking Kings I tell you!!!

God, I'm really feeling it now. I hate this.

A good dose of hell never hurt anyone.

Well were do i start....I've been drinking way to much lately....and I haven't been sleeping and that shit finally caught up with me the other day. I got home from work and went to sleep at 4:30pm and woke up the next day at 1:30pm...that's like...21 hours of sleep. Niiiiiiiice. Guess I need to take things down a notch.

I went to this shitty party yesterday...this guy from work invited me. It was so stupid. Lots of shity pop rap was playing while the entire party was playing a game of "you got served". Everyone was trying to out dance each other. One of the most akward situations I've been in. I just kind of sat in a corner and sucked the booze down and hoped that they wouldn't call me into the circle to "bust a move." The cops showed up because they were playing Golddigger to loud. And the host tried to convice me to claim all of the beer at the party since I was the only one of age there. I left pretty quick after that....stopped at wendy's for a number 4 and called it a night.....well, almost.

I went home home instead of nate-doggs place....so me and Natalie had another long talk. I've been doing that lately...going out and getting smashed and then going home to natalie and talking .....mostly about my insecurities....and the stupid "closure" that my heart tells me that I supposely need. Overall Natalie has been pretty cold to me which makes me feel like a fish out of water gasping for breath. I keep having these crazy dreams too.
Last night there was this psychic doing this tarot card reading on me saying something about "a pale horse".....and that I'm going to die....then after that there was this old dirty bum with all gold teeth yelling at me telling me that I was this deamon and that the whole town knows that my death is coming soon. I don't know what all of this death stuff means in my dream.....A lot of times when you dream of death...it's signifying a new begining.....wish the dreams weren't so harsh and spooky though. Anyway, that's about all I've got.

Peace out and for gods sake, watch out for those psychics and bums.

Plug them holes

Today I'm gonna go to the gym with Nate and stay at his place and have some fun.



Bless the father bless the son
Cross your heart 'cause you're the one
Collectin' moon-beams in the mornin'
Curvy sticks and wooden poles
Assistin' you in pluggin' holes
Plug them holes till you see straight through to the mind's eye
Think about it turn around
And go back to the quiet sound
Of jim and dan prancin' round the pool
You were the fool,
and i feel sorry for you
You were the fool,
but there's something you can do
You can wash your arm in a pool of mud
You can chop a tree prevent a flood
You can speak with a turtle just by flippin' him around
You can build a boat sail the sea
You can buy a moat forge a key
Initiate the sequence create catastrophe
Think about it turn around
And go back to the quiet sound
Of jim and dan prancin' round the pool
You were the fool, and i feel sorry for you
You were the fool, but there's something you can do
Bless the father bless the son
Cross your heart 'cause you're the one
Collectin' moon-beams in the mornin'
Curvy sticks and wooden poles
Assistin' you in pluggin' holes
Plug them holes till you see straight through to the mind's eye
Think about it turn around
And go back to the quiet sound
Of jim and dan prancin' round the pool
You were the fool,
and i feel sorry for you
You were the fool

The Night of the Living Dread

I've been dreading this post, but it's gotta be done.
So me and Natalie did the whole break up thing. It sucks, but I actually think that I'm taking it pretty well. So I get drunk alot.....no change there. I went to a stupid work party the other day....I could kick myself in the ass for going to one of those. I'll probably go to another one soon though...just because....it feels like the appropriate thing to do now. There was actually an ok girl there that was kind of interesting. I talked to her the whole night instead of yelling "Whooooo! Whooooooo! Whoooooo!" And shooting tequila. It sucks because now at work everone is like "So you jumping back into the saddle pretty quick huh?" What the fuck is wrong with people? I was talking to an interesting person and had no intentions of "gettting in the saddle" with her. I guess they're the type of people who do that sort of thing. Talking to someone of the opposite sex isn't always foreplay.
Also, this girl I used to see in highschool somehow found out about the break up and keeps calling me now. I might hang out with her one of these days...but, I'm not wetting the willy or anything. hahaha.
Well, I'm back on the market now, so....attention all hoes....call me.

-Casey

Halloween stuff

So for Halloween me and Nathan both dressed up like werewolves, Natalie was a witch and we went out with Rose to a Hip hop club downtown. It sucked balls, I think I already expressed my feelings about downtown on a later post. I think I'm just going to stop going downtown forever. After we went hip hoppin' we went to the ritz for a few beers. I got alot of compliments on the old outfit....heh heh. I'll get some pics soon. Hmm, what else .....star wars comes out on dvd tomorrow. Horray. Anyway, that's about it....fuck it's Halloween night and there's nothing scary on. What gives?